Bernadette McBride

Bronze Veins

The Three Soldiers, Viet Nam War Memorial, Washington D.C.

And the stationary eyes, the light-caught
angled folds of jungle fatigues, boot laces—tied
in real time by 18-year-old fingers.

These are what stomach-punch every time. Yes,
the wall impresses with its yards and yards
of names, its dark reflection of the weathered faces

of wheel-chaired, gray-ponytailed vets, still
weighting barstools and shrink couches,
tossing through the fearsome nights.

But the statue reminds. The once bell-bottomed
young mother, his child still in her womb
when he died three continents away

today kneels on a cushion to ease her arthritic knees
as she searches these still faces yet again,
her slim shoulders now hunched below a gray bob.

She comes every year, notes the saplings
that spindled through those months
when it was first unveiled, now sturdy trunks

bearing knotted limbs whose wide flowering
each April shades the two-down-generation visitors
who never knew them—fathers, grandfathers—

only follow the lead of former girls-next-door
now grandmothers, still stunned by those
teen-aged veins in the hand that holds the M16.