The Curls
on behalf of Delilah
You were merely superstitious, the way you'd comb and preen. You were maybe only vain. Able to trample buildings, snap telephone poles like dry matchsticks, to lift me above your gorgeous head with just one veined hand. I tried to surprise you with your own strength. Hair is dead cells. So I, over your pillow with scissors, mourned your hair. Fear of you waking, tossing me out the window like an apple core; my hands shook dangerously. I heard the clock tick in the sock drawer. I didn't do it to show you off. Don't believe me if you can't. Your body expanded with air, collapsed into itself. And I snipped fingerfuls of hair – a soft shhp where the blades met. You snored. And I held my breath. I bit my lip until the thin taste of blood spread in my mouth and the curls gathered around us like roses after a bullfight.